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I chase time. I chase dream. But will it mean I lose everything in between? Mama says head on, Ayah says stay. Shall I let nature takes its course, knowing that I will not be able to handle its dip of failure. Why do we dream too much in the first place?

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
9:11 AM
As the candle starts burning, it brings light, but it burns you at the same time.
Recovering but definitely better and i feel good. Assignments are pilling in and losing track of duedates. Yes, i am freaking out actually. I need to maintain my GPs.

Went for bouldering yesterday and i feel the interest in it. Plan for a bouldering/high wall session with Ya this Sunday. Ambooi kemarok. haha. Legs were jelly at first and the height for the fall was actually higher than it seem. Scary bole? Hehe. Looking forward for more climbing.

How do i stay the same? Life goes on, and im growing, i should change. I dont feel the need to repeat myself again. Lets just follow the flow. I cannot imagine that i will be a bad apple to you. Looking at me and comparing to others my age, they are much more worse and you made me feel as though I already made a mistake and it already brought shame.

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