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I chase time. I chase dream. But will it mean I lose everything in between? Mama says head on, Ayah says stay. Shall I let nature takes its course, knowing that I will not be able to handle its dip of failure. Why do we dream too much in the first place?

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Tuesday, April 27, 2010
3:02 PM
Tears welled up but I was in shock and dibelief. Whats with this phrase keeps being repeated by all these people. " From Allah we are created, and to Allah we will return" Whats happening? Why is your facebook put "In memories of you"? Why is your mom tearing and why am I standing by just being comforted by Bonyok about you. Is this true?? It cant be.... I havent cherish you. Im gonna miss everything about you. No one can be replace you with that same smile, that laughter and that way of talking. Throat hurts and stomach twisting. My head hurts, my mind hurts and my tummy hurts. Why leave me? You said you wouldn't. How could you.. Please don't go......... Don't............... I opened my eyes and feel relieve but once my eyes shut, I see myself alone again. Feeling empty. Not appreciating you all this time. How could I....

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