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I chase time. I chase dream. But will it mean I lose everything in between? Mama says head on, Ayah says stay. Shall I let nature takes its course, knowing that I will not be able to handle its dip of failure. Why do we dream too much in the first place?

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Monday, June 27, 2011
1:44 AM
I don't know but I realise everytime I am about to leave school days, I face great change and we always shift house. So this year won't be any different. I will be shifting to segar to continue my studies while parents focus on investments in JB and relocating to Malaysia. Feel sad that parents will be very distant but I have to get my license fast so that I can go up and down anytime I want.

Currently already hands full of stuff. Helping to manage Ang Zul's company and also getting some extra moolahs by working with him. Flyers by night, polishing by day. It's okay, everyone has to start from somewhere. Parents will be busy going to and fro settling business there while I will be putting up sales for some of the items in our house. I lost my emotional feelings for homes. After one to another every couple of years. Brown cupboard boxes for packing has been my friend :( Tough luck. I know this won't be the last.

I have to focus to finish school and do well and insyallah pursue to further studies. After that, I plan to work and then pursue for a higher education again. Insyallah this is the path that I choose and the path that is also chosen for me. We only plan, but Allah swt pave our way.

Health deteriorating ? Hope not. Need to keep fit and healthy.

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