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I chase time. I chase dream. But will it mean I lose everything in between? Mama says head on, Ayah says stay. Shall I let nature takes its course, knowing that I will not be able to handle its dip of failure. Why do we dream too much in the first place?

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Tuesday, October 5, 2010
12:02 AM
I dont tolerate
People don't know what I am capable to do and what I am not. Because as a person I am protective to the type of people I mingle with. I choose friends not because of looks, but I choose friends who at the end of the day will help me make good choices and make me regret making bad choices looking back at their constant advices. These are the friends I keep close to. But when I feel my privacy is breached, all hell break loose. Only close friends will know who I really am. I analyze someone before I start chatting with them. Thats how I am. So kekalau terasa I tak bebual sangat dengan u setelah berkenal lama, pepaham je la.

Throughout my whole life I never been like that. All nosy about my friend's life. I always hear update but I don't demand things that they don't want to share. Masing2 da besar, all have otak sendiri untuk berfikir, no need for me to keep hovering them like an eagle in the sky and I know I will lend them the listening ears when they need one. How can one say something like that to my dearies? They mean so much to me and someone could say something like,"To hell with you and your life?" Who ask you to bug in her life at the first place. Be a caring friend but don't be a nosy one. I always thought when I am not around my friends, they will find those who can look out for them for me. I know a few of my friends did and I'm glad, but one is not as lucky as the rest. I know her since zaman cabot councillor board meeting and attending investiture. All I know she didn't change and that was what great about her. If you want to know, it's hard to find a friend/daughter/bestie/sister like her in this world right now. I can bravely say she is one in a million, same goes for my other dearie. Cume yg lagi satu ni bkan one in a million tapi in a trillion. Species pelik sangat.

Whatever you are doing, I hope you stop because I myself being the closest to her heart has never treated her that way. Let her change and be someone not like you. Friends come and go and you have to accept that. Treat it as how you treat facebook. Be nice. Or at least be who you are, and not who you are not. Takmo stalk2 ok? Good girl.


Haisy facebook becomes friendster/tagged real bad. I always ignore requests to all those weirdos i don't know. Very irritating. Because some people just add without knowing you to increase their number of friends. But to think that one of the people I know actually adds random people, ashiela's friend la si Qasrina. Buat aku terkejut je inggtkn betollah dier kenal Kak D. HAHAHA. Until she kept asking who is Qasrina who added her. Knowing my sis have a facebook shared with her hubby she is restricted to friends adding her, orang da rumah tangga takleh flirt ok kak d. HAHAHAH. Ape perasaan kau eh Qas add2 orang tak kenal? Curious gak. Tak takot ke dorg stalk kau balik rumah?

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