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I chase time. I chase dream. But will it mean I lose everything in between? Mama says head on, Ayah says stay. Shall I let nature takes its course, knowing that I will not be able to handle its dip of failure. Why do we dream too much in the first place?

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Sunday, October 3, 2010
2:55 PM
Yesterday night(to be exact wee hours of morning), logged off from the computer and rushed to the kitchen to place my drink into the fridge. The thought that baby would be calling right after the conversation I quickly rushed out as not to miss his call. I swung my arms and my elbow hit directly into the store's doorknob, it was so painful words can't explain it. I brisked walk into my room and shut the door and suddenly a surge of pain came rushing from my elbow and engulfing my left arm. I couldn't move my arm and it turned jelly. I flopped on the bed and lay there when in a split second I felt I was in dreamland when suddenly I was awaken by the vibrate of my phone, and then I realise I literally knocked out a few second. I was trembling, my head was spinning, my arms in pain and I could not breathe. Put down the phone and wanted to rush to my parents room when it went pitched black again.

Ang din woke up to go to work when he assumed I was just being biol lying in the middle of the doorway but when he return from the kitchen he woke me thinking I fell asleep instead. I quickly stood up trying to open my parents' doors but they were lock and so I head back to bed and rest my head to sleep.

Now awaken with a slight swollen elbow but is not able to move freely. Sengal.

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